Tuesday, February 28, 2006


Far Away Lyrics
All The Right Reasons :Nickleback

This time,
This place
Too long,
Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know, you know,
you know
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go
If you had that one last chance to make a wrong right.
Would you take it?
No matter the outcome?

Saturday, February 25, 2006

gives wings to the mind,
a soul to the universe,
flight to the imagination,
a charm to sadness,
a life to everything.


Thursday, February 23, 2006

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Family Dinner

Tuesday nights my family gets together and has dinner. My mother decided we should do this after my dad passed away. Sometimes we go out, sometimes we take turns cooking. I was going to pass on dinner last night but decided it was what I needed to do. So I cooked Scampi for my family! My mother and I even broke out the Miluakee's best and shared some of that nasty stuff. My mom and I seldom drink, so one was enough for us.

Which brings me to another point. Some people assume that just because I own a bar, I must be a heavy drinker. This makes me mad, coming from a family of alcoholic's I pride myself that I did not fall into this trap. Why do people do that?

So tonight I will start back into my exercise routine. I have decided to fight my depression instead of letting it take me down.

Have a super Hump Day!!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006


I spent my 3 day weekend sick with a cold!! It seems like it will never end. I did manage to get the house clean and do laundry. So now I am at work and I feel like I was robbed of my weekend. It sucks!

The high light of my weekend was picking out my dad's headstone. Ok I admit I am depressed. I really do not post about my private feeling on here, but the depression has grabbed hold of me and I can't shake it. I am no stranger to it, and usually I can handle it. It just feels so overwhelming right now.
I find it easier to hide from the world, put on the happy smiley face, so you can't see my pain. I'm tired and I just want to sit and cry!

Friday, February 17, 2006


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Three day weekends.....got to love them!!!

Have a super weekend!!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Half Nekkid Thursday!

Today I want to hide from the world................


Wednesday, February 15, 2006


Guess what I got for Valentine's Day?!!!!!!

Give up??!!!!

I actually received one of those heavy breather phone calls!!!!

That kind of stuff scares the shit out of me!!!

I hope you all had a better V day!

Have a super hump day!!!!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Hope you all have a super day!!!

Monday, February 13, 2006

Do I have to work?!!

I actually got off my ass and did something this weekend! Saturday was super busy. I fixed my chainsaw. The new chain that someone put on for me was on backwards! It wont cut shit that way. So I fixed it and then decided to trim my Pomegranate tree. Well it got a good trimming. Nothing like a little chainsaw therapy to start out your day!

Both of my boys are sick and my sister also. But that did not stop us from attending the Annual Youth football crab feed. I actually won a manicure and a nice cold 12 pack of Milwaukeaa's Best (YUCK YUCK YUCK).

Spent most of Sunday shopping! Got to love that!

Well I suppose I should get ready for work!

Have a super Monday! (I know mine will suck)

Friday, February 10, 2006


Nothing in the world is more valuable
than every moment of your life.
Hazrat Inayat KhanGayan
Now that we have that established! We can all go out and get drunk!!!
But remember this one small thing.
If your drinking to forget
Please pay in advance!
Your local bar owner thanks you!
Have a super Friday!!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Half Nekkid Thursday!!!

Ok! So I tried to be creative and this was all I could come up with!!!

Join in in the fun! Click the Half Nekkid Thursday button>>>>>>>>>>>

Happy HNT!!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Useless Information!

As of 2/7/2006 11:37:14 AM EST
You are 42 years old.
You are 506 months old.
You are 2,197 weeks old.
You are 15,379 days old.
You are 369,107 hours old.
You are 22,146,457 minutes old.
You are 1,328,787,434 seconds old.

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 6.01917808219178 years old. (You're still chasing cats!)

There are 327 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 43 candles.

Those 43 candles produce 43 BTUs,or 10,836 calories of heat (that's only 10.8360 food Calories!) .You can boil 4.91 US ounces of water with that many candles.


Monday, February 06, 2006


Yes I do read my Horoscope everyday: Below was mine from yesterday!

What's absolutely necessary to your life and happiness? You might be surprised at what makes the list and what doesn't. (Hint: Fancy cars that go very fast are, surprisingly, not on there.) It's time to pare down.

I actually have been thinking about trading in my car for a nice family sedan. Its just me and my youngest son. So I though it was funny that it was in my Horoscope. So I put some more thought into it and decided:

FUCK IT!!! Its my mid life crisis. I'm keeping it!!!!

Have a super Monday!!!

Friday, February 03, 2006

Word for the day!

Even if you have a lot of work to do,
if you think of it as wonderful,
and if you feel it as wonderful,
it will transform into the energy of joy and fire,
instead of becoming a burden.

Tulku Thondup Rinpoche
The Practice of Dzogchen
Usually my "words for the day" motivate me.
I think this one is a crock of crap!
Thank God its Friday!!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Half Nekkid Thursday!!

Thought I would show some legs this Thursday!!! I posted 2 because I have been a bad blogger lately!!!!!

Have a super HNT!!!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006


I finally slept all night!!!!!!!

Have a super Hump day!!!