Saturday, January 29, 2005

More Vacation '04

This is me and my son on our Vacation we took in Aug '04

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Friday, January 28, 2005

Picture again (I hope I do Not delete it again..

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Vacation 2004

Just learned to post photos...woo hoo. I know this is an old one from Aug '04, but still a great picture. My son & I had a great time.

Would'nt ya know it I deleted the picture. What a dumb ass

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Look Ladies
This link will take you to the most awesome man in the world. You may ask how I know this or why if he is so great, I did not snatch him up???? Well for starters he is my best friend, I love this man for all that he is. We have seen great times together and some bad ones. He has always been there for me, and I for him. What I truly want for him is to be happy, to find that one woman who understands him, and is real. We live in a small town where its common practice for your partner to cheat every now and then...........Yep only in our small town........Its crazy but true. So check him out ladies he will not disappoint you. His pictures are real just ignore the one where he looks like Buzz Light Year........I give him crap all the time about that one. This man will treat you like a queen and make a great partner for that special lady.

Feel free to post comments and I will fill ya in as best as I can.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Bowling update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I bowled a 148 last night in my second game!!!!!!! My highest score to date!!!!!!!!

It makes me HAPPY!!!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005


The diffrence now
is when pushed
I push back.

The diffrence now
is when I'm hurt
I'll cry
Why should I Hide it?
or pretent that I don't care?
You know you hurt me.
My pretending only helped you,
not me.

The diffrence now
is that I'll fight for the life
I want to live
and not the one
you think I should live.

The diffrence now
is that I make the definitions
and throw yours away.

The diffrence now
is when I walk in a room
and you guiltily look at each other
and stop talking
I'll wonder who you'll blame
for the problems in your life
after I move on.

The diffrence now
is that when your laughing
behind my back
I realize I must be ahead of you
and I'll keep going.

I did not write this and do not know who did......but it really hits a mark.

Have a super evening!!!!!!!!!!
It's bowling night for me!!!!!!!!
Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Friday, January 21, 2005

Thank God Its Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm not talking about the resturant. I had auditors at work all week. It was not so bad but just time consuming, Im tired and need to get laid. I really want to sleep in.....but my son has a ski trip tomorrow and I have to have him at his drop off point at 5am.........yes folks 5AM....I don't even get up that early for work.....EEEWWWWW....that sucks big time..........yuck yuck yuck......and thats all I have to say about that.

Night all.....Sleep Tight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Personal Ads

Ok ladies and gentlemen lets talk about Personal Ads. Its a nice tool for busy single people to meet and hopefully find a partner for life or at least an exciting experience. I tried several services and found that it was the same people just doing what I was doing, using 2 or 3 services to have more variety. So much for that idea. So I just used Yahoo Personals. I dated a few men I met there.......But they all in some way lied about who or what they where. One man said he was 40 when he was really 45....Not really a big deal...But still a lie, as it turned out he also was Bi-polar, if this happens to you run as fast as you can in the other direction, do not pass go, do not collect $200. Just a little hint ladies...(he is in Northern California and goes by Howiewowie, or some stupid thing like that).

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Tuesday !!!!!!! Bowling Night!!!!!!!!!

I bowl in a leauge on Tuesdays, my business sponsors a team. I play with my son and his friend, my sister(but not tonight she had a biker meeting), so Rod filled in for her. I actually bowled a 144....woo hoo!!!!! My highest game of the season. Thats about it I suppose.....not real thrilling....but it was fun.

I'm off to bed....night all

Saturday, January 15, 2005

If its not one thing its your Mother

Ok so tonight I'm going to ramble about my mother in a round about sort of way, I can't sleep because the Dr. Put me on a abuthrol(not sure I spelled that right just to lazy to actually get up and find it) inhaler and the shit really wires me. I'd never make a good speed freak. I just hate the way it makes me feel. Went out last night with my new guy friend we had a few drinks and a nice dinner. We stayed at his house...... I had to leave to get some work done, I was headed home and saw my mother driving by my house.....I was like thank god I missed her. So I'm at home and check my email and stuff like that and decided to take a shower. My Saturday showers are a real treat for me cause I don't have to hurry and rush off to work. So I just get my hair shampo'ed and I hear my door bell ring...Thinking I locked the door....No big deal.......Right.....Not in my family....For some odd reason my family feels like we all need a key to each others house.......Bizarre I know but hey its a family thing for us. I have been trying to break my family of just entering my home at their leisure. I will again remind you that I am 41 years old with 2 kids my oldest is 21 and out on his own my youngest is 11, I have a successful career, and a business, I own my own home, and live a nice private life. So back to the shower....Shampoo is almost out of my hair and I realize someone is in my house.....At first I kinda scared....Then I hear my Mothers voice......I'm like yelling I'm in the shower....kinda busy.......she says did you just get in......Yes I say........She says I'll wait for you to get out.......Great I think......So much for my nice long shower....I start to hurry and then say to myself screw it.....She just walked in she can wait. So I get out of the shower and then I have to sit and listen to her for almost an hour bitch about shit I have no interest in at all. I really do not care how much cat hair and dust bunnies get under her stairs everyday. All I can think about is getting dressed and back over the Rod's house so we can have some more great sex...... But she is my mom. Then I show her a picture of my brother, sister and me taken at a friends Christmas party. She says we all look fat......And I'm in no way fat (5'4" 115lbs) but whatever I take the hit. I said the party was fun. Her comment to me was must be nice, I reminded her she was invited also.......But can't seem to remember that. I then reminded her again she was also invited to our New Years Eve dinner (which just happens to be my birthday) again she says she was not invited to this event either....So again I have to remind her she was. Then she begins to argue with me about it. I just feel like screaming.......Get a life........Get a PDA to remember what you are invited to. I seriously think she needs to get laid.

So now she wants help to purchase a computer......Great something I will have to help her maintain on a daiy basis. Don't get me wrong I really love my mom, but enough is enough.

Well I suppose I have rambled enough tonight...............


Friday, January 14, 2005


LETS ALL GET DRUNK AND SCREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




What can I say....
Somedays you just got to say FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And todays the day!!!!!!!!!!!

Have ya seen my pants??????????????????

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Got to go here

This is a wonderful site check it out, it will life your soul to a new level

Back to Dr.

Ok...I have been battling a cold/sinus infection/flu for weeks now and I'm not getting better. I coughed all night last night, and it feels as if an elephant is sitting upon my chest. My new man stayed over last night....and we never even got to have sex. Sad but sooooo true. I really did not feel like it any way. This normal relationship stuff is killing me. He is so kind and caring and I am not used to that. Oh well, I'll post more later on that subject. I really need to get some actual work done.

Bye for now!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Home from work

Ok I'm finally home from work and guess what......I'm actually working.........funny huh......but besides working fulltime I also own a business with my sister.....I know never mix business and family...but to late for that.......its a done deal, yes we have had our problems during the last 4 years but we always work them out. OH I also have two sons and I'm a single mom.....Hear me ROAR..............I'm really too tired to ROAR....ha ha ha......well I thought it was funny. Got to cook dinner. I'll ramble later....


WOW I did it!!!!!!!!

I actually created a blog......not sure why but maybe someone will get some kick out of it. I suppose I should be working but all I do is work and today Im hows that for rambling.....not bad if I do say so myself........Latley I have been wondering when it is you know that you in LOVE or if you have meet Mr. Right. (I'm soooo tired of Mr. Right now). I'm 41 and have been single (not married) for 10 years. (OMG) I have been in several relationships that just did not work. I really do not want to end up like my mother, who is still single after the divorce from my father when I was in my teens. SOOOOOO I'm currently in a relationship with a new man who is wonderful, but I still want to know just when it is that you know he or she is the one for you.