Friday, September 21, 2007

I'm Haning in there!

Sometimes I wonder how....I do have to admit things have been really crappy since the death of my father and with the passing of my Grandfather 10 months later and to top it off in April 07 I lost yet one more important person in my life. Jack, he was like a father to me and also my neighbor for 9 years. It just seems like death have been following me around and I wonder who death will come for next. It has been such a roller coaster of emotion for me. Just when I feel my grieving process has reached an end I have to start all over again.

I'm broken and am trying so hard to come to understand all that has happen. I feel that this is a first step...reaching out and posting again....so bear with me if I ramble....screw it! Its my blog I can ramble if I want.

So I guess I'm back...kinda...

3 comments:

Bud said...

How amazing that I was wondering about where the hell you were just this morning. And here you are. I missed you and worried about you. Life has been really frantic but good. I'm sorry yours has been going the way it has. I look at death as so inevitable that it's meaningless for me to obsess over it. I'm surrounded by it. I live in Florida for chrissakes! But I just feel that I only have so much time and I'm gonna enjoy every second. I just refuse to let stuff bum me out. I realize that's not much help when you feel down but it works for me. Be glad to chat. Write to me if you like.

Seamus said...

Hey stranger! I was really glad to see you in my comments! Take your time and let it come naturally - after all it is your ramble.

Rob said...

Hope you find a way to come back and write to deal with it ;-) If things feel tough, I hope you believe there is someone here who cares listening.